Yes, I realize its been over a month...

Why hello keyboard...

We haven't been together for a while.

Its not that I didn't have anything to say. I just didn't realize what I signed up for when I started a blog. I should have thought about my life and if I had time or enough interesting things to share with you.

Today is no different. Nothing interesting to say. Just missing you. So I decided to reconnect and tell you about my developing love.

This love started a long, long time ago.

Recently, I have rediscovered it and its growing stronger every day.

I want to own cowboy boots.

I want to hear cows mooing in the distance and 

watch the sunset and rise over my garden.

I want to own my own property.

I want to see my husband in his cowboy hat 

because it's his "work clothes."

I want to ride in the middle seat of his pickup truck.

I want to have many children to help with the ranch.

I want my children to learn the meaning of work.

I want to hear them say "Yes ma'am" and "Yes sir."

I want to be so dependent on the land that I pray always to the Lord.

Scratch that - I want to be so dependent on the Lord that I am praying to Him always.

It is people like this that give me the encouragement that some day my dreams can come true: 

(not the American Idol dream - the marrying someone like him dream)

And books like this that get me through the wait:

I read the complete 300 pages in 3 days. Little obsessed?

Twilight - Mooooooove Over!

I really hope I can get my head on the right path soon.

I leave in 36 days.